Friday, June 4, 2010

Not knowing vs. knowing

My guardian angels have their work cut out for me today.

Do you ever just "not want to know" something? Ever think your life would be better if you just didn't know things? I thought my life was perfect. I was doing well. Then I found out about my test results. My little perfect world fell apart. Back to the regiment. Back to the medicine.

My headache is better, but do I really want to know? God knows, God has known since before I was born. Do I really want to know now? Do I want to hear the words?

I may not want to know, but tomorrow I see the doctor.

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